I can vividly remember pulling into the subdivision of our soon-to-be home for the first time, with our excited boys in the backseat. They eagerly bounced into the empty rooms, laughter and racing footsteps echoing off bare walls.
Tim had discovered the house through a friend and had already inspected it prior to showing us. He quietly guided me around the space, letting me imagine our life in this home. I could envision the boys growing up here, playing in the backyard and making friends in the culdesac neighborhood. The green street sign seemed to welcome us, displaying the word HOPE, symbolizing the dreams we had for our future.
As I wrote the check for our last mortgage payment this week, tears threatened to smudge the ink. Emotions overtook me so I stopped to praise God in the driveway before heading to the bank. Not just because home ownership at our age is an accomplishment but also due to the journey we traveled to get here.
I'm not sure those two young kids realized the roller coaster they were signing up for when they signed the loan papers to purchase this home. It was the first major purchase for either of us and we knew nothing about interest rates, property taxes or insurance. By the grace of God, we listened to someone along the way and chose a somewhat higher payment to ensure a fifteen year mortgage, instead of thirty.
At the time, the price difference didn't feel a burden. I had recently been promoted at my job, Tim had managed to move up in his and we were doing well. We would never have guessed that a few short months of moving in, Tim would lose his job. Unemployment as new home owners was a scary awareness that we weren't prepared for the real world. Somehow we made it through that hurdle and lots of smaller financial roadblocks along the way.
Midway through we suffered the greatest loss ever and questioned if we could still live here without our oldest son. So many memories in every corner of this little house. Many offered opinions about it being better for us to move. In the end, we realized those imprints and moments were all we had left of Austin and they brought more comfort than pain.
For both boys, this was their childhood home. They grew up along with the pear trees we planted our first year. Birthdays and celebrations were held here. Basketball games and bicycle lessons given in the driveway. Homework and family meals shared at the table. Giggles and wrestling in the living room floor. Tent sleepovers, pool parties, and barbecues in the backyard. A lifetime of precious moments over the course of a decade and a half.
Noah was only two when we moved in and couldn't even reach the light switch. Now he has to duck to not hit his head on the ceiling fan! Soon, we'll become empty-nesters, free to tinker around with the someday tasks we've put off through the years.
As we reached the tail end of our payments, we would be hit with job losses for both us and a significant change in income. Prayerfully, we clung to our trust in God and turned to him for guidance. Somehow he made less stretch into enough. And though these last few years have been the tightest, it has taught us much.
Less is more.
Comparison is the thief of joy.
Live like nobody today so you can live like nobody tomorrow.
Thankful. JOY-filled and giving God all the glory on this milestone!