Carefully, I tiptoed into the season. No rush, no fuss. But time passes without our permission. The clock ticks whether we will it to slow down or not. And now I find myself at the last chapter of Christmas. Twelve days until...
My heart's prayer is that I soak up the most precious gift of Christmas. That I hear God's still small voice in the hustle and bustle of the holiday.
When I tune the radio of my life into Him and truly listen, he has so much to say...
God has shown this to be so, as he's certainly been speaking to me this week. The consistent theme I've heard is "Trust God." Easy to say, harder to do.
Wednesday, I came to him in tearful prayers and with a heavy heart. It seems to be raining on my extended family as of late, with clouds of insecurity on the future. Having a couple of big decisions to make, I needed his guidance on where to go next. Truly, I'd already heard his answer, but being the stubborn, head-strong woman I am continued to ask, "But are you sure, God?"
That morning I opened my Bible to read the passage my daily devotion led me, Genesis 22. At the top of the page were three words written in my hand..."Trust God Completely!"
Wow.
The message continued throughout the day, as passages and whispers of trust came to me. The night ended at church, with our pastor sharing the familiar story of Jesus' birth, but focusing on how difficult it was for Joseph and Mary to Trust God.
Then, this morning, as I nestled into my spot beside the fragrant Christmas tree, God whispered again. In the stillness of the morning, before dawn has fully stretched awake, I opened a recent gift, "The Women of Christmas" by Liz Curtis Higgs. One of my favorite authors, her words just reach out and grab me. No other writer can make me chuckle and tear up one paragraph from the next. She is real -authentic- and I could sit at her feet to listen to her read the Bible from Genesis to Revelation.
Today, she shared the story of Elizabeth and Zechariah. How I can imagine their struggle to believe the news God shared. When you've prayed so long for something, you almost can't believe it when the answer comes.
There's no easy way to paraphrase Liz, as you feel guilty for leaving off any of the nuggets to share. But these are the parts that God chose to highlight for me...
"Fear not. Calm down. Why do we fear the worst from God,
when he loves us completely and always gives us what is best?"
"...your prayer has been heard." Luke 1:13
The promises of God seem "too good to be true-too hard to believe!"
Yet believing is what Christmas is all about.
And I'm praising God this morning for an answered prayer.
A prayer that I expectantly waited over 9 months for.
Pregnant with anticipation, in God's timing, the answer came.
A new job in the new year!
While I didn't intend to write two book reviews in a row, I can't help but give praise for this work. If you buy yourself one gift this Christmas, this should be it.
I know I'm beyond blessed to have this gift of time at the close of the year to curl up and reflect on the many presents of His presence.
Merry Christmas, friends....
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